Frustration
I have a big frustration
It is not recommended to you
I am disgusted by obligation
And I envy you,
Don’t make a progress, please
I’m begging you
I don’t want things that can solace me
I wanna see only reality
So, never give me consolation
because it is not a clue
With it you can’t rescue
Look at these weeds on my way
They grow up day by day
Go, burn them urgently
Man, it is so primary
All plans are procrastinated
Thus, dreams can be frustrated
I am accustomed to loosing every time
I swear, it is not me, this life is not mine
Hey, parents, give me some money please
I don’t have my own
The story of somebody’s lucky life
Is the reason that makes me feel not alive
Coz a number of their efforts are not
as many as mine
Let me see what’s fake, what’s truth
I don’t need exaggeration and boast
You can’t imagine what I think
That I keep inside
I think all about you that you can’t realize
As if I’m five years behind
I’m searching for real me, but can’t find
The reason of all failures is
not others, it’s only me
It is just reality
Wanna loose self-esteem
I don’t deserve this feeling
My treat was so surly
But why did you forgive me?
Please tell me constantly
about my brutality
I need just what I deserve
But I see too much respect and no hurt
